The privilege of doing nothing
After finishing some gefilte fish leftovers, I stayed sitting where I was, looking at the purple-tinted1 plate, doing nothing. More importantly, thinking nothing.
I havenāt been able to do that in a while. Some thoughts were coming through, like things I need to do, pendings, but my overall mental attitude was that I wanted to do nothing.
So I stayed there, in my nothingness, enjoying the peace that comes with it. Itās not like I can command when I get to that place, but Iām glad I can get there from time to time.
And yes, this is like the being present thing I usually talk about but mostly read and recognize in othersā lives, work, words, existences.
I was present at the nothing thinking, I was present at the doing nothing, and Iām present right now, when thereās some kind of nothing inertia going on. I feel at peace, and I think thatās beautiful.
Itās not ānothing nothing,ā but you know what I mean. And if you donāt, I wish you could someday.
Thank you for reading.
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