Less scared
Yesterday, I was scared. Test results came back ok. The ER doctor was kind of weird in the sense that she seemed like trying to give good news but in a way it sounded like “but remember anything can fail”.
She even used a car analogy where you get a new car and if you crash it you can fix it but it’s not the same.
She was refering to my heart, to my body.
I don’t like to complain, but she certainly didn’t help to make me feel better.
So here I am, with good results, like in “everything is ok” but not quite feeling like it.
True that I still have some weird small pains that I wouldn’t lose a second thinking about if it weren’t for my kinda new condition.
Anyways, I wanted to thank you for reading me yesterday and upvoting. I don’t know who you are but it felt like a couple of people being there with me.